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Udah lah!!

2008-08-12T08:55:00.000+07:00

Gw punya ssorg yg special, at least tdnya bgitu. Kt jln lmyn lama.. & g bs gw blg gampang. Bnyk saat2 gw mulai cemburu krn dia msh kontak sama mantannya, bwt gw itu g wajar.. Dia cm blg "Km tau aku g mgkn balikan lg sm dia" smntr bukan itu jwbn yg gw butuh. Gw butuh jwbn ttg gmana prsaan lo ke dia.. Bukan cuma kemungkinan2.. Bullshit lah! Tiap kali gw marah atau cemburu, lo selalu berpaling dr gw. Lo ninggalin gw bwt ngadepin smua perasaan itu sndirian. Pdhl lo yg nyulut amarah ini. Dasar g btanggung jwb!

Gw muak sama gaya lo.. Gw capek dtinggal sndirian tanpa dkasi ksempatan ngadain pembahasan. Alesanmu selalu aja "Ngga ada lg yg perlu dibahas..udah lah" fine! UDAHLAH!!! Bwt apa gw punya org sempurna tp ngga bisa bikin gw bahagia?? Udah lah ngga ada lg yg perlu dbahas..

Ssshit on Sssweet...(F*****G TRUTH)

2008-08-11T12:29:00.001+07:00

I hate past tense.I hate LIE and i hate TRUTH!!!
Never thought i'd found these ssshit in my sssweet relationship...(or should i say 'relationssshit', huh?)

Vonda Shepard said:
I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

And my heart breaking slow...

I should never ask.I should keep my mouth shut.I should never heard...
I found the truth...and i hate it...

Dear My Soulmate

2008-08-10T08:11:00.002+07:00

It hurts when I realize how much I still love you. It's sad when I still miss you so bad. Maybe I should've been by your side by now, but I've been there too many times.
It hurts even more when I realize now that I have to let you go. The world is not going to wait on me so I can't wait on anything else. I need someone whose soul as whole as mine, so that we can walk side by side and look forward.
All this time I wish that you were as whole as I am, and that you will be the one I walked forward with. But I wished too much. With all your problems, you're not even there yet.
I've read your message. You did hurt me, but I wouldn't hate you, you know that.
A soulmate is someone whom when you're with might hurts so much or make you falls apart, but it is because he/she makes you see life clearlier more than ever. I believe we were, but our chapter ends here.

xoxo,
Your Dearest

Sedetik Sendiri

2008-08-03T08:48:00.001+07:00

Satu masa kau luar biasa, satu masa kau adalah alasan berjuang, satu masa kau dan aku berbagi dunia.

Satu masa kini tiada, bahkan persimpangan jauh lewat dari sudut mata.

Satu masa sekarang, mungkin saatnya bagi dunia jadi dua, sedetik saja agar pura pura buta dari semua nostalgia.

Aku dan kau, sampai jumpa.

What Should I Do??!

2008-08-03T08:27:00.001+07:00

I havnt had sex more than a year!
I want to, and I need to have quality sex with real person, real feelings..and not just imaginary faces while jerking my self off.
Damn!!!

Lonely

2008-08-03T07:43:00.001+07:00

I am alone.
Person who wants me I don't want to be with.
Person I want to be with doesn't want me.
I am lonely.

Michael Buble - Always On My Mind

2008-07-31T19:08:00.002+07:00

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How To Share My Shit?

2008-07-30T16:07:00.006+07:00

Siapapun boleh ikut berbagi cerita di blog ini

Blog ini dibuat dengan maksud untuk berbagi cerita tentang relationship yang pernah lo alamin. Gw tanya ke temen gw tentang apa definisi relationship menurut dia dan jawabannya:

"Relationship itu ketika mereka sangat comfort dg keberadaan msg2...saling melengkapi etc. Shitty relation itu sebaliknya...feels like hell when she/he's around, bertepuk sebelah tangan, di-duain, dll...thats relationssshit..."

Ada benernya juga sih...cuma ngga nyangka aja kluarnya dari dia. Hahaha. Ada lagi kata temen gw yang laen:

"..sumtimes lot of shit u do "Amen" in relation. Like suddenly u let ur self become his/her slave just in mean to hold them stay.."

Been there done that! I feel like shit after it all over.

Gw yakin semua pernah ngalamin shitty things in their relationship dan kurang lebih itu yang pingin dibagi di blog ini.

Siapapun boleh ikutan cerita disini, lo boleh nyantumin nama/nickname lo di awal cerita lo tapi kalopun lo ngga mau ngasi identitas apapun (posting anonim) juga ga masalah. Mau pake pake bahasa Indonesia/English/bahasa urdu sekalipun silahkan.

Kalo lo tertarik pingin ikutan cerita tinggal kirim cerita lo (bentuk apapun: tulisan, puisi, foto, dll) yang siap publish via email ke thisismomo.relationssshit@blogger.com dan subject email lo bakal jadi judul postingnya. Email lo bakal publish otomatis jadi blog ini, jadi gw pun ga akan tau siapa yang ngirim kalo lo ngga ngasi identitas.

Silahkan kirim cerita lo kapan pun dan sebanyak apapun lo mau. Ditunggu yah. Thanks for sharing :)

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I Don't Love You, But I Need You

2008-07-29T13:14:00.001+07:00

"If you had a great dealing and a long history with someone, it's really hard to start over."

Ilene Chaiken from The L Word - season 5 behind the scene

There are times when someone think of getting back-after a split from a long relationship-because she realize that she her ex-partner more than she imagine, but she didn't love him/her anymore.

It's sad.

Yes! Letting go is a process...either we end-up moving on or carried away.

Yet, it sucks!!!

Especially when it's happening to you.

Sssh*t...!!!

2008-07-25T19:46:00.000+07:00

Gw seneng nama blog ini cukup provokatif dan intimidatif. Haha. Hari ini namanya gw pasang jadi status YM gw...dan banyak banget yg nanyain gw kenapa. Pas gw bilang, ga papa..ini nama blog kok..mereka langsung ketawa. Haha.

Well, most of all ini blog seneng-seneng gw aja...curhat-curhat dan cinta-cintaan...so, yang mau ikut curhat colongan silahkan...yang cuma mau dengerin monggo...enjoy lah!