Gw punya ssorg yg special, at least tdnya bgitu. Kt jln lmyn lama.. & g bs gw blg gampang. Bnyk saat2 gw mulai cemburu krn dia msh kontak sama mantannya, bwt gw itu g wajar.. Dia cm blg "Km tau aku g mgkn balikan lg sm dia" smntr bukan itu jwbn yg gw butuh. Gw butuh jwbn ttg gmana prsaan lo ke dia.. Bukan cuma kemungkinan2.. Bullshit lah! Tiap kali gw marah atau cemburu, lo selalu berpaling dr gw. Lo ninggalin gw bwt ngadepin smua perasaan itu sndirian. Pdhl lo yg nyulut amarah ini. Dasar g btanggung jwb!

Gw muak sama gaya lo.. Gw capek dtinggal sndirian tanpa dkasi ksempatan ngadain pembahasan. Alesanmu selalu aja "Ngga ada lg yg perlu dibahas..udah lah" fine! UDAHLAH!!! Bwt apa gw punya org sempurna tp ngga bisa bikin gw bahagia?? Udah lah ngga ada lg yg perlu dbahas..

I hate past tense.I hate LIE and i hate TRUTH!!! Never thought i'd found these ssshit in my sssweet relationship...(or should i say 'relationssshit', huh?) Vonda Shepard said: I'd rather you be mean than love and lie I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know But baby don't you break my heart slow And my heart breaking slow... I should never ask.I should keep my mouth shut.I should never heard... I found the truth...and i hate it...

It hurts when I realize how much I still love you. It's sad when I still miss you so bad. Maybe I should've been by your side by now, but I've been there too many times.
It hurts even more when I realize now that I have to let you go. The world is not going to wait on me so I can't wait on anything else. I need someone whose soul as whole as mine, so that we can walk side by side and look forward.
All this time I wish that you were as whole as I am, and that you will be the one I walked forward with. But I wished too much. With all your problems, you're not even there yet.
I've read your message. You did hurt me, but I wouldn't hate you, you know that.
A soulmate is someone whom when you're with might hurts so much or make you falls apart, but it is because he/she makes you see life clearlier more than ever. I believe we were, but our chapter ends here.

xoxo,
Your Dearest

Satu masa kau luar biasa, satu masa kau adalah alasan berjuang, satu masa kau dan aku berbagi dunia.

Satu masa kini tiada, bahkan persimpangan jauh lewat dari sudut mata.

Satu masa sekarang, mungkin saatnya bagi dunia jadi dua, sedetik saja agar pura pura buta dari semua nostalgia.

Aku dan kau, sampai jumpa.

I havnt had sex more than a year!
I want to, and I need to have quality sex with real person, real feelings..and not just imaginary faces while jerking my self off.
Damn!!!

I am alone.
Person who wants me I don't want to be with.
Person I want to be with doesn't want me.
I am lonely.

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